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Saturday, March 06, 2010 / 9:04 PM
i should give a proper update eh :D
its already 6 days into the month of march and 5 days before the jc1 camp? gee its pretty fast eh. but at the same time i feel that the weeks are really long.. i look forward to the weekends so much and i love it when its friday because it marks the end of the week!
i remember last year my brother told me that some jc1s in the school cried because they were stressed. i rolled my eyes then but now i realise how arrogant and ignorant i was. of cos i didnt cry in school or anything close to that, but i do feel the stress. :( and of cos the terrible weather now doesnt help me at all. have you seen how the all grass dried up?! they're all brown now. and i swear the school is doing the same thing to me.
i do look forward to band though. music calms me down and i find it relaxing to just sit there and play :) thank God for the saxophone :) but maybe i should be friendlier now. :( my brother said that my seniors told him that i looked dao thats why they never talk to me :( I WAS SO SHOCKED AND SAD WHEN I HEARD THAT OKAYY! no one said that about elissa lim before :( oh well. i realise how much i dislike having to make new friends now. i used to think i was friendly and i could make friends easily. i guess i was wrong about myself.
i want something but i dont even know what i want :(
elissa is being so sad nowadays :(