hello world!
i feel really mean to many people nowadays. i dont know why i get the feeling i'm pissing everyone off with my words and actions. maybe i'm just being paranoid because i have a thousand and one things in my head and my whole march holiday is like packed to the max.i dont like it, i'm tired and i'm barely coping. but then again, i somehow feel like i brought it all onto myself. so there's no reason to be whining elissa. stop being such a baby.
'why do you volunteer to do so many stupid things and make yourself so busy? you think you very free is it?' brother asked.
i was stunned and i dont know how to answer him. yes elissa lim, why the hell did you volunteer yourself for so many things huh. you think you're superwoman is it? crap man. i totally deserve all the stress and what-nots. and yes, i'm straying away from many many things. God bring me back. just grab me where ever i am now and bring me back.
moving on to happier things, had JC1 camp in school and VBC! the JC1 camp was not a very well planned camp, but still i'm grateful for the opportunity to know my classmates better and spend more time with them :) they truly are the highlights of the camp :) go go 10S07!!
yepp :D VBC was great too! i was really touched by the kid's worship to the Lord! i hope You enjoyed it Lord! though i did felt that i could have done more to help clara since i'm the vice-chairman. but it was a great learning experience for me! i will definitely do a better job in future!!!
