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Wednesday, January 06, 2010 / 10:59 PM
NOOOOOOOO.
results are out next monday!!! which is 5 freaking days later!!! AHHHH!!! okay i know i said i dont mind knowing my results earlier but... I'M NOT READY TO TAKE IT NOW!!! but truthfully even if i'm collecting my results 3 months later i'll still say the same thing nearer the collection date.
and my mind is starting to become too imaginative for its own good now :( scenes of the hall with people collecting results are flooding my mind every few minutes. flashbacks of the time i was taking my papers accompany those thoughts and and.. thoughts that i think i will think about in 5 days are appearing in my head when they are not supposed to be there!! NOOOO!! think i'll have a mental breakdown soon if i keep going on like that.. WAAAAHHHH.
on the brighter side, i've decided to help aunty cindy at her child care centre for awhile so that she can have her well deserved break :) and aunty cindy's been a real sweetie cos she's paying me and janice $5 per hour for helping out :) its not much but i feel more comfortable working for her and well since i'm dealing with kids, i'll love it :D so yay!! God provides!!!
i really dont know what to expect to see on my result slip!!! :(
scareddd :(