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Monday, October 12, 2009 / 10:13 PM
just back from tuition and i'm feeling like shit.
so i need to rant.
it sucks when you work hard for something
and the results dont show
you work your ass off on it everyday
thinking you are getting there
you then test yourself to get the assurance you need
and when the results are out
you get a slap across your face
telling you you are not even close to where you thought you were
it sucks when you are struggling with something
when others seem to find it a piece of cake
it sucks when you know what you are supposed to do
but have no self-discipline to do it
it sucks when you know whatever you are working for
will one day become nothing in the eyes of others
it sucks when you know you have no right to complain
because there are others who had it worse than you
it sucks when you know all these
but still feel so terrible inside.