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Thursday, May 24, 2007 / 7:18 PM
okae haven been blogging, been really tired cos of band
anyway went for NE learning journey yesterday. the whole thing was meaningful and it showed us how ppl had suffered during the japanese occupation. really sad and sick!!! de japanese were so sadistic, can even hold a person's head, laugh and pose for a picture. omg totally gross. and some ppl in the class were super mean and insensitive, its no surprise ms just was so damn angry with them. they actually made fun of those poor people who suffered so much during the war. had a ceremony at kranji war memorial to remember the people who died for us. the place is really nice, so tranquil and quiet, unlike the city. however its really sad to see all the tombstones there, and some of them dont even have names cos the bodies were so badly ruined in a sense its unrecognizable. and on top of that, there were arnd i think 200 thousand names engraved on a few thick and long stone blocks whose bodies couldnt be found. really sad to know how many people had sacrificed their lives to save singapore.
today!! interclass games!! was really fun, though i wasnt keen to play at first. played 2 out of 3 rounds for faith 2-2. first game i played was against hope 2-1 i think, den de 2nd game, which was the finals, we played against faith 2-3. was really fun and i had one of the most exciting games when i played against junie and jodi (faith 2-3). haha they're really REALLY good. yep after that we had free burgers and we went to the hall for some cartooning workshop and a bully talk. yep den had band. i like the piece "the next octave" fun piece hehee. ahh tired..
i dont know why i try so hard or why i even bother after all these. i was supposed to hate you and to pretend i dont know you. i was supposed to cut the string like what you did, but i kept it instead, cos deep down i know i want to keep this friendship, and be on talking terms again. i dont wish to have the cold stares and the atmosphere of a war, all i wish for is just at least a smile and a hi. is it too much to ask? but since it has come to a stage where we cant even talk without quarrelling, all these are just plain wishful thinking
