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Thursday, April 12, 2007 / 3:56 PM
ahh
went to school in a lousy mood. the shock of having a bronze during syf is still there, and i haven get over it yet. ahh i broke down during assembly when mr sim announced the band results to the school. he said something like "teamwork and loyalty to the school. these are on of our school core values. yesterday the band went for the syf. the standards had gone up and many gold bands dropped to silver. the band did us proud and got a bronze....." den i dont rmb le. it was something like that. i started crying when he said teamwork already. couldnt control myself and i was like crying there. ms johnson came and asked me if i'm okae and she asked me to go to the toilet to wash up, den hui jun followed me. ahh but i feel better after crying out. the rest of the day was just normal, except for the fact that syf is over, and that i have no excuse not to study. i realised how boring school is now, compared to the syf. there's no pressure and the fun isnt there.
i think after this syf the band bonded really well. everyone was telling each other not to be worried or nervous and comforting each other when everyone cried. after this right, i really want to get back that silver or even better, get a gold for the band, for the school, for mr ng and for the seniors in the next syf, where we'll be leading the band in 2009. jiayou jiayou!! life would be so boring now. we're gonna have a break and we'll resume practice after de midyear exams. ahh i'll miss band alot alot. GM BAND JIAYOU!!
