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Monday, March 26, 2007 / 7:35 PM
damn it
i'm so freaking depressed. how can i lose something so special to me?! fck i hate myself. i hate the fact that i always lose things, i hate the fact that the very thing i lost is something so special and important to me, i hate the fact that i dont even know where, when or how i lost it. omg lo it really pulled my spirits down. i seriously hate myself now.
why do every good thing that happened have to be spoiled by a bad thing.
i'm soo sorry jeslin....