Like the tides, you can rise and you can fall. You can try and you can fail. Despite all things, never stay fallen but always stay faithful.
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Hi my name is Elissa :)
I love to sleep and I eat too much for my own good :)
I have a very high tendency to annoy my friends but I'm sure they still love me very much :D
Have fun reading about my very normal life!
anne came my house to watch my girl todae.. was really nice.. i love de show... muahaha so funny... lol.. but sadd... can only watch one episode.. no time.. haha.. nvm bahh i guess.. today was quite a bad day... everyday had been a bad day for me... but if i take away de bad.. its jus a normal day at school... lessons.. teachers.. frens.. kindda usual... i tell u i was like so freaking tired during geography.. i was falling asleep every minute.. gosh... but well fridays... what can u expect.. tmr is sound check.. i'm getting a new sax tmr! weee... muhahah.. mayb my day won't be so bad after all...
on the outside you see me as a changed person who doesn't care about about our friendship.. but have you ever seen the inside of me? have you ever understood me? have you ever asked me why i'm sad? have you ever comfort me when i'm really sad and depressed like now? all you ever did was add salt to my wounds.. piercing them again and again every single day... you assume i'm a totally different person just because i don't talk like i used to, i don't laugh the way i used to and that i'm not as happy as i used to be.. you only know me as the always happy gal.. you never know the sad and depressed gal i am when i'm alone... how many times have u made me sad and angry.. how many times have i just forget about it and pretend it never happened? do you know that your words smashed me? do you know that seeing you breaks me? you don't understand me.. you have never known the real me.. and when i show it out you think i'm a different person.. a person who doesn't care about your feelings.. i feel more hurt and depressed than you.. you won't understand...and you never will..
